depressed. and sick of all the tension around me. currently in the state of depression and hating it. there's so much to do in just a day. tomorrow, i'll be leaving for KL. taking an early flight. not looking for it AT ALL. being in a shitty mood and having people yell at you create a really bad vibe. fuck that.

packing at a very last minute is so my thing. especially when im not looking forward for the trip. at this point, i'd rather stay home. i dont get enough rest and the homesick feeling is still there.

the only thing that makes me happy at the moment is to know that i got my ACDC t-shirt in the mail on Saturday. i was expecting my Jonas stuff to arrive first since i ordered those things a few days earlier before i placed an order for the ACDC shirt. im happy, still. :)

p/s; my love for the band the academy is... grows larger than i should've been. i found it ironic. chizzy <333333333

oh and i might not gonna be online a lot from now on.

*dreamy sigh*. ily chizzy <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

it's midnight now and im off to sleep. i just wish that i could get a good night sleep after looking at this picture. haha. :D

Yesterday was pretty fun. Me, my dad and my cousin went to The Springs, the new shopping mall which just opened earlier this year. Damn I love that place. It reminds me of Mid Valley except Mid Valley two times bigger and more retail stores than The Springs. Most of the time, I was just window shopping and only get to purchase The Click Five's "Modern Minds and Pastimes" Tour Edition cd/dvd. Eeeeek! I saw Panic! Atthe Disco's Deluxe Edition of "Pretty.Odd" for RM 280!!!!!!!!!. I nearly had a heart attack. Im so sad that I cant afford it due to insufficient money. :[. Thank God for FBR Store.

In the upcoming 2 weeks, if things going as plan, I'll be going to KL (again). I am so tempted to go to MTV Asia Awards. Tickets is already on sale, I think. My cousin probably going. The confirmed artists that coming down that I badly want to see; Jabbawockeez, The Click Five, Panic! At The Disco (*HYPERVENTILATING*) and One Republic. Well, that's all I know of that coming but there's a rumor circulating around that Justin Timberlake might be coming down as well. And Im like *fangirl screams*. If ONLY the Jonas Brothers are coming down, my fangirl screams would probably ten times louder than I did for Justin. HAHA!. The only thing that major sucks about this year's MTV Asia Awards is that it held at Genting. Two major event that 's held there. 1. The Click Five's MMAP World Tour and 2. of course, the award thing. I hate the fact it's the only arena venue in Malaysia.

Haha new layout.... finally. Pretty snazzy, I must say. I dont know how long Im going to keep this layout before I decide to change it. *sigh*

Anyway, me and my cousin went out to watch Wanted yesterday. One word, HOLYCOW!. One of the best summer movie. Damn I know this movie is gonna kick major butt. I think I have slightly crush on Angelina Jolie after watching this movie.............. uhm, too much information. >__>. I could care less about James McAvoy since Im not even a fan of him. But I do admit that he's sorta cute. The best scene was the train scene where Wesley (McAvoy) shot a man in a building through a window glass on a moving train. Almost every scenes in the movie makes me cursed "holyshit!". Haha, dont mind me.

While waiting for the movie to start, I saw High School Musical cast cut-out cardboard. My inner geek force me to take picture of myself with it but hahahahahaha the place was packed with people. Unless I have the 200% guts to do it then heck I would. :DDDDDDD. Also, I saw the preview for "Journey To The Center of The Earth" starring Josh Hutcherson. OMJ! I never thought that kid could be smokin' hot!. He was so adorable in Zathura and now he's all grown up. *dreamy sigh*. I was pretty upset that "The Love Guru" hasn't come out here yet. Im anticipating for that movie. :(.

Lastly, yesssss! I finally get to order the ACDC (Adam Chu Dance Crew) tees. Im a happy camper. Hehe. But Im not happy the fact that the money left in my account is less than a hundred. Oh well.

Wow!. I've abandoned this blog for what it seems FOREVER. The truth is, there's nothing much to blog about. My daily lives consist of the same thing. Nothing grand happened while I was away from blog world. Except Im finding myself having a crush on this one guy I met at private medical centre that I went to. I swear, he makes my heart skips a beat whenever I saw him and I'd get nervous at the same time. So, he works at Accident & Emergency Department. Chances that I meet him are pretty low and Im kinda bummed that I dont get to see him most of the time since Im always at Oncology Department.

Scratch that. Enough about the guy. The whole point of this entry is to express my happiness about something. Today, I just found out about the updates on Change For The Children website which endorse by Nick Jonas. I've always wanted to donate to one of the charities listed on the site. AND I FINALLY GET TO DONATE TO MY FAV CHARITIY, ST JUDE'S RESEARCH HOSPITAL. And I couldn't be more happier. Why St Jude?. Because it's internationally recognized for its pioneering work in finding cure and saving children with cancer and other catasthrophic diseases. As a child living with cancer, I thought by donating, I could make a difference. And at the same time, as what been said, finding the cure to serious illness one step at a time. Finally my $10 put to a good use instead of buying stuff. HAHA!

Speaking of stuff, I just ordered JB Tour Book (which I've been dying to have since it was SOLD OUT last time) and JB calendar. Im just gonna put Camp Rock DVD and JB "A Little Bit Longer" cd on hold. There's so much stuff to buy, so little money. Hehe.