my life reads like a classifieds.

to be loved.. what more could you ask for?

2008-07-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

depressed. and sick of all the tension around me. currently in the state of depression and hating it. there's so much to do in just a day. tomorrow, i'll be leaving for KL. taking an early flight. not looking for it AT ALL. being in a shitty mood and having people yell at you create a really bad vibe. fuck that.

packing at a very last minute is so my thing. especially when im not looking forward for the trip. at this point, i'd rather stay home. i dont get enough rest and the homesick feeling is still there.

the only thing that makes me happy at the moment is to know that i got my ACDC t-shirt in the mail on Saturday. i was expecting my Jonas stuff to arrive first since i ordered those things a few days earlier before i placed an order for the ACDC shirt. im happy, still. :)

p/s; my love for the band the academy is... grows larger than i should've been. i found it ironic. chizzy <333333333

oh and i might not gonna be online a lot from now on.

im melting in your eyes...

2008-07-15T08:50:00.000-07:00

*dreamy sigh*. ily chizzy <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

it's midnight now and im off to sleep. i just wish that i could get a good night sleep after looking at this picture. haha. :D

missing home very dearly

2008-07-11T01:22:00.000-07:00

I'll be back to my hometown, Sibu this Sunday, hopefully. It's been waaay too long since I've been staying at my aunt's house in Kuching. I dont get to do a lot of things while I was here. My cousin brought along the router with him so I dont get to use the internet anytime I want. I was extremely bored to death.

Yesterday was pretty fun. Me, my dad and my cousin went to The Springs, the new shopping mall which just opened earlier this year. Damn I love that place. It reminds me of Mid Valley except Mid Valley two times bigger and more retail stores than The Springs. Most of the time, I was just window shopping and only get to purchase The Click Five's "Modern Minds and Pastimes" Tour Edition cd/dvd. Eeeeek! I saw Panic! Atthe Disco's Deluxe Edition of "Pretty.Odd" for RM 280!!!!!!!!!. I nearly had a heart attack. Im so sad that I cant afford it due to insufficient money. :[. Thank God for FBR Store.

In the upcoming 2 weeks, if things going as plan, I'll be going to KL (again). I am so tempted to go to MTV Asia Awards. Tickets is already on sale, I think. My cousin probably going. The confirmed artists that coming down that I badly want to see; Jabbawockeez, The Click Five, Panic! At The Disco (*HYPERVENTILATING*) and One Republic. Well, that's all I know of that coming but there's a rumor circulating around that Justin Timberlake might be coming down as well. And Im like *fangirl screams*. If ONLY the Jonas Brothers are coming down, my fangirl screams would probably ten times louder than I did for Justin. HAHA!. The only thing that major sucks about this year's MTV Asia Awards is that it held at Genting. Two major event that 's held there. 1. The Click Five's MMAP World Tour and 2. of course, the award thing. I hate the fact it's the only arena venue in Malaysia.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF THE BEST MOM IN THE WORLD

DENISE JONAS

Her birthday was yesterday actually. Hmmm I wonder what her sons gave her for her presents. Well, it should be a grand one. :)

p/s; turns out that the MAA is an invitation-only event. major bummer~!. :(. meaning that i couldn't go except if only i get invite which is by entering the contest to get the ticket. *sigh*.

p/p/s; PANIC! AT THE DISCO IS COMING TO KL ON THE 4TH OF AUGUST. *FANGIRL SCREAAAAAAAAAAMS!~*

new layout say whaaaat?

2008-07-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

Haha new layout.... finally. Pretty snazzy, I must say. I dont know how long Im going to keep this layout before I decide to change it. *sigh*

Anyway, me and my cousin went out to watch Wanted yesterday. One word, HOLYCOW!. One of the best summer movie. Damn I know this movie is gonna kick major butt. I think I have slightly crush on Angelina Jolie after watching this movie.............. uhm, too much information. >__>. I could care less about James McAvoy since Im not even a fan of him. But I do admit that he's sorta cute. The best scene was the train scene where Wesley (McAvoy) shot a man in a building through a window glass on a moving train. Almost every scenes in the movie makes me cursed "holyshit!". Haha, dont mind me.

While waiting for the movie to start, I saw High School Musical cast cut-out cardboard. My inner geek force me to take picture of myself with it but hahahahahaha the place was packed with people. Unless I have the 200% guts to do it then heck I would. :DDDDDDD. Also, I saw the preview for "Journey To The Center of The Earth" starring Josh Hutcherson. OMJ! I never thought that kid could be smokin' hot!. He was so adorable in Zathura and now he's all grown up. *dreamy sigh*. I was pretty upset that "The Love Guru" hasn't come out here yet. Im anticipating for that movie. :(.

Lastly, yesssss! I finally get to order the ACDC (Adam Chu Dance Crew) tees. Im a happy camper. Hehe. But Im not happy the fact that the money left in my account is less than a hundred. Oh well.

finally blogging again

2008-07-06T07:01:00.000-07:00

Wow!. I've abandoned this blog for what it seems FOREVER. The truth is, there's nothing much to blog about. My daily lives consist of the same thing. Nothing grand happened while I was away from blog world. Except Im finding myself having a crush on this one guy I met at private medical centre that I went to. I swear, he makes my heart skips a beat whenever I saw him and I'd get nervous at the same time. So, he works at Accident & Emergency Department. Chances that I meet him are pretty low and Im kinda bummed that I dont get to see him most of the time since Im always at Oncology Department.

Scratch that. Enough about the guy. The whole point of this entry is to express my happiness about something. Today, I just found out about the updates on Change For The Children website which endorse by Nick Jonas. I've always wanted to donate to one of the charities listed on the site. AND I FINALLY GET TO DONATE TO MY FAV CHARITIY, ST JUDE'S RESEARCH HOSPITAL. And I couldn't be more happier. Why St Jude?. Because it's internationally recognized for its pioneering work in finding cure and saving children with cancer and other catasthrophic diseases. As a child living with cancer, I thought by donating, I could make a difference. And at the same time, as what been said, finding the cure to serious illness one step at a time. Finally my $10 put to a good use instead of buying stuff. HAHA!

Speaking of stuff, I just ordered JB Tour Book (which I've been dying to have since it was SOLD OUT last time) and JB calendar. Im just gonna put Camp Rock DVD and JB "A Little Bit Longer" cd on hold. There's so much stuff to buy, so little money. Hehe.

cause i will remember you and i will see you again

2008-03-25T22:18:00.000-07:00

Today was pretty much a tough time for me. I've been crying since this morning. Bearing the pain that is the backache I've had for months. It's just got worse. I had the computer left turned on since last night and so I thought I surf the net for a while. As I read the headline of one of one a Jonas fansite, I thought something was wrong. I scrolled down and just to find a news about one of the JB street team leader, Stephanie passed away. It's really hard to believe and she's just went online in less than 24 hours ago and next thing I know she's gone forever. The song, "Eternity" played at the background as I read through Myspace bulletin regarding her death. I feel as if I've just lost a Jonas sister. Her death has a minor impact on me. I cant help but cried when I found out.

Dearest Stephanie Marie Gotz,

you will be missed by all of us jonas fans. tho we never really talked before but i know you for your amazing effort on running the street team. you work incredibly hard to make jb street team the best street team there is. you are irreplaceable and there'll be no other street team leader that just as awesome as you are. i wish i would've add you on myspace earlier on and get to know you. now it's too late as you've move on to another world. every tears have fallen down my face were all for you. lastly, you will always be in my thoughts. rest in peace, sweetheart.

I'll see you in eternity.

much love,
Lizzie

im not gay enough to be a jonas brother?

2008-03-19T21:17:00.000-07:00

hands down! best video i've seen at the moment. some of the best quotes from the video;

"how old are they?...wait..dont tell me until i reach prison"
"oh snap! this kid doesn't even have hair on his balls"
"what kind of 15 years old make dinner plans on Titanic?"
"There's nothing quite like finding out the girl you have a crush on is a raging paedophile"
"the young one with the curly hair, if you ever see me, you. should. run."

im totally planning to join the Team Jonas fanclub. I just load some money into my debit card but currently Im having an issue with my debit card which disabled me from registering. :[.

one day, when i came home at lunch time

2008-03-16T07:22:00.000-07:00

i saw a grasshopper stand still on my laptop. i nearly freaked out, course. eww! i hate bugs. >:[.

why do i dream of you, nick jonas?

2008-03-15T05:02:00.000-07:00

i was gonna blog about this few days ago but i forgot. so, few night ago, i had a dream about nick. it's crazy coz i'd never ever thought of dreaming of him but i guess dream happened unexpectedly. it's pretty weird but cute dream, i guess. here's how the dream goes; it all started in a cinema where the movie has already ended and suddenly, i saw nick sitting at the very end and there's a girl next to him, i think (miley, perhaps). and i was like,"heeeeeeeeeeeey nick!. *extend hands* how are you?". and nick was like,"im great" and he gave me a big ass smile. then i kind of have to go and so i did. the weird thing is that i didn't even say goodbye to nick. :(. without warning, nick came running after me and pushed some random guy walking next to me and pull me closer to him and give me a kiss on the cheek. AGAIN, weird and awkwaaaaard (say it in joe's voice. hehe). I was freezing right at that spot and look nowhere but right in nick's eyes. well, when i was supposed to be saying,"what was that for?" but instead, i give him a kiss back right on his cheek. then i hugged him like there's no tomorrow. i cant exactly remember what went after that but all i remember was that me and nick went on a date. and at the end of the dream, we broke up tho due to some fights that we had. bad news.

when i had a dream about JB (which i haven't had it for quite a while), i usually had a smile on my face but this time, i didn't.

speaking of nick, on march 11th, which is 4 days ago was Nicholas Jerry Jonas Day. As in, to mark the day where he announced to the world that he has diabetes. His diabetes speech never fails to make me cry. :']

my best friend katie said, "oh she's just being lizzie"

2008-03-12T06:50:00.000-07:00

I've been attacked by flu (note: not bird flu). Followed by terrible cough. I've been sick these few days. And it has been raining for a while now. :(. So, I haven't update this blog for almost a month now. I've been away for 2 weeks. It's amazing that I managed to survive without internet for 2 freaking weeks!. I break my old record. Sweet!. Haha.

So, last Thursday, I just got back from Kuala Lumpur. KL for short. And I have a not-so-great time. I was "that" closer to meet the awesome Leena but my dad made a ticket cancellation at the last minute. Way to ruin my plan, dad!. >:[. I was supposed to go back on Sunday but he changed the flight to Thursay instead. Grrrrr!. Which also reminded me of the incident last time where I was supposed to meet up with Sofia but then her mom wasn't allowed her to go out. :[. Seriously, I have a bad luck.

The good news is that on my way to the airport, I went to Carrefour in Klang and I got my Raybans Wayfarer there. Thank God for discount otherwise Im going to have a heart attack. Now I dont know what Im gonna do with my knock off wayfarer which I bought early this year. :/. Oh and I bought the Japanese edition of JB self titled cd too!. :D. Unfortunately, the cd case cracked. I was asking for another copy but it's the only copy that's left. *sigh*. Oh well.

p/s; Leena, if you're reading this, I just want you to know that we're definitely gonna meet up real soon. Sooner than you think. Haha. Well, I hope so. OMG! you have no idea how I actually imagine us doing the "campfire" thing that JB and the crew always did before the show.

On a random note: I confess, I have a slight obsession with cereal. Thanks Garbo!. <3

you're gonna miss me when im gone

2008-02-17T09:35:00.000-08:00

Good God!. It's been more than a month since my last post. What was I thinking?. x_x. I need a mental note not to ever abandon my own blog. I dont even update my own LJ, for God's sake.

Life's pretty good, I guess. The past weeks have been a rollercoaster ride. Oh and I just recovered from fever recently. It has been raining these few days.

Screw Streamyx, really. I am no longer online on my PC due to severely bad connection. I dont know why my sister still not making a complaint about this problem. I can only depend on my dear laptop for now. Wireless connection rules!. Haha. I've been transferring songs from my PC to my laptop yesterday since Im gonna be away from home for a month starting next week.

I know this really isn't a big news to some people but OMG! WRITER'S STRIKE OFFICIALLY OVER. Now we all can live our lives in peace. But some of my fav shows aren't gonna come back until next season. ex; Heroes and 24. :[. Oh well, at least Gossip Girl will have new episodes coming soon.

Lastly, some cute-to-the-max pictures for everyone's viewing pleasure.

Little Kevin looking gangsta. Oh and I love how Little Joe's hand inproperly placed. And Little Nick looks like a pedo. o_O.

Goodness gracious!. The kid next to Little Nick is ridiculously cute. His oshkosh overalls. Hehe.

It is such a great feeling listening to JB at 2 am while everyone else's sleeping.

p/s; according to Flyfm DJ, Paramore is coming to Malaysia. *jawdrops*.

move on

2008-01-13T04:11:00.000-08:00

First of all,

major baaaad camera angle that leads to a negative thoughts for those who saw this picture. hahaha

so i finally got my Bonus Jonas cd/dvd the other day. screw you, mail man!. it really killed me to have to wait for a month and a half for it. And Mary also include a Baby Bottle Pop. It really made my day. ^__^

I dont like the fact Jonas Brothers will touring international in March/April. Especially, it'd kills me to know if they'll touring Asia around that time, specifically. :[. I dont feel like stating a reason why but I'll let people know why in the future post. All I can say is it making me depress just to think of it.

OMG!. I hope to get my debit card at a post office tomorrow. Then I'd get my dad to load as much cash just so enough for me to go e-shopping.

oh and lastly, NLT= my new obsession. well, not really new since i start listen to them 2 months ago. Travis Garland's voice gotta be one of the most amazing I've heard in my life. I get the chills whenever I hear his voice. imho, as much as i love Jonas boys to death, Travis' voice > Joe Jonas' voice

time for me to fly

2008-01-02T08:49:00.000-08:00

first post of oh eight.

so, 2007 has been quite a year for me. lots of the ups and downs. people came in and out of my life. it's the natural life progression, i guess. i had learn a lot of things from different people in a matter of a year. and i've changed physically. it only took 3 guys to make it happen. yesum, im talking about the Jonas Brothers. people could say anything they want, laugh all they want, but i wont let any of people's opinion getting in my way and change my perspective about them. they have done so much to me and i couldn't thank them enough.

JB fans are indeed the best fans in the world. i make friends and become good friends with them. it's awesome when you have someone that has a thing or two in common. i couldn't ask for any better friends. so as for this year, i hope to get to know more JB fans coz as people would say,"the more, the merrier". haha.

people ask me what's my new years resolution and surprisingly, i dont have one. i never really accomplished any of my resolutions so why bother to think one?.

some people may or may not reading this but to all my friends who has stick with me until now, thank you from the bottom of my heart. may God bless us all with sheer happiness in life.

reminisce the old days when we used to be so close

2007-12-22T10:37:00.000-08:00

I was checking out my Friendster page which I haven't been log in since only God knows for how long. Then I checked out my friend's profile page and bam! there's a picture of my crush. To be honest, he looks gorgeous than he is before and he had his braces off. I stare at his picture for a while and memories of him and I start to play in my head. Back when we were in 6th grade, about 6 years ago, we met at a convention center. I instantly became good friend with him and his twin sister that very day. Some of our good memories like we'd chase each other and shoot rubber bands and he'd sit on top of me (i know what you thinking). He seriously a funny guy and someone would totally made my day. And that time, I knew I had a crush on him. And to this day, I still am though not too long ago, I told myself that I am over him. Guess not. :(. I really miss him. It sucks to know that he's in Australia now. I was regret that I didn't tell him sooner that I like him. Now I dont even have the chance to do so. *sigh*.

2008 is almost approaching. Bye bye 2007. You sure will be missed, well, not so much.

So anyway, I've been watching a Youtube video of Kevin's cute laughs for quite many times earlier. Boy do I love him even more now. His laugh is ridiculously cute. No lie.

Im applying for a Visa debit card. I shall be getting it in 2 weeks. Sweet!. I could care less about my stolen Mastercard debit card. :|. Im eyeing for that Hollister shirt and a hoodie. Also, some Jonas merch, perhaps and FBR bands merch.

Im getting some ideas for writing songs. Im so glad about that. :).

start anew

2007-12-09T08:02:00.000-08:00

now that i've lost pretty much all the important things. it's just feel so awkward. i used to have my cellphone as my alarm to wake me up in the morning. now i dont have one. as much i could care less bout my missing wallet, i love that wallet so much. it cost about 50 bucks. *sniff*.

greggy hasn't update his blog for a while. it really makes me sad. :(.

im looking forward to new year's eve. i just want 2007 to be over. overall, it's a bad year for me. mostly, the downs compare to the ups. im making a prediction that 2008 is going to be a good year. i can feel it and i really hope it is.

earlier this evening, me and my dad go to telco store, looking for my brand schpankin' new cellphone. i honestly dont know which phone i want to purchase. im not getting an iPhone, obviously. my dad seriously pissed off whenever i mention about getting an iPhone. perhaps next year. so, i decided getting myself a Sony Ericsson cellphone. pretty cute, i'd say. tho i never actually use Sony Ericsson in my entire freakin' life. which means, it might take a while for me to understand on how to use that cellphone. it looks something like this;

im an avid Nokia user but i thought it'd be a great transition from using Nokia all my life to become a Sony Ericsson user. xD. but i shall see how long would i be using that phone before i decided to get myself an iPhone.

i may act like a G but i aint a criminal

2007-12-08T08:43:00.000-08:00

today was pretty much worse. it's like a day in hell. i had my wallet and my cellphone stolen yesterday. the suspect, shockingly, my own friend. it all started with a cloudy Friday morning, woke up at 7 am something, got misscalled from my friend, Bernadine saying she'll be coming over. while waiting for her, i was flipping through magazines. she came on her bicycle and we proceed to my room and just plain hang out. i didn't exactly realized that those two stuff gone until i went back upstairs after she went home about an hour later. i was about to passed out and i barely could to anything. i drove straight to her house after taking shower but unfortunately she wasn't home. i cried on my way back from hospital.

this morning, me, my dad and my aunt, which happened to be a retired policewoman went to my friend's house to investigate about my stolen wallet and cellphone. failed attempt in getting my stolen stuff back, me and my aunt went to police station to make a report. i was extremely nervous since i never really involved in this kind of stuff. i eventually getting my identification card, medical card and my driver license replace. with that said, i was a bit relief. but it might take a while to get it replace. some other stuff that were gone along with my wallet are; Miley Cyrus VIP membership card, 2 Linkin Park membership cards, debit card, a picture of me and my mom, a picture of me and my BFF and lots of business cards. i honestly could care less if my wallet and cellphone were stolen but i just want all my stuff inside my wallet back. it's really important i just wanna cried my heart out thinking of it. i couldn't ever got my membership cards replaced. :'(.

today also quite a good day for me as well. just got a news from JB fansite that Timbaland will be collaborating with J.Bros and doing a song with them for his next album. this couldn't get any better, really. Last night, the boys also shot a concert video. im stooooked for this. jb merch site also will be taking pre-orders for JB 2008 photo calendar starting today. im so getting that for myself. darn it! my debit card got stolen which means, i have to wait till i get it replace. *sigh*.

xoxo,
Liz

just a typical day

2007-12-05T15:37:00.000-08:00

I wake up as early as 7 am today. I felt so good as I haven't actually waking up early in a quite a long time. Went to see my doctor today. I dont feel good about having another chemotherapy. The side effects; nausea, vomit, fatigue and so on enough to make me squirm in disgust. I dont like the smell of a hospital and not to mention, I hate to be at the hospital, in general. :(. I'll be having stem cell transplant next year so I gotta be prepare for the toughest battle I'll ever face. The only thing Im glad about having that transplant is Im not gonna be at my hometown. Battling cancer wasn't easy and those who are strong enough would make it to the end. I guess I'd do anything just to be like normal teenager again. And achieve all the things I've been planning all this while.

Anyway, me and my dad having our breakfast at a restaurant after going back from the hospital. I brought along "A Walk To Remember" novel. It's a good reading. Well, just as good as the movie itself. Later, I dropped my dad off at home and I was off to a mall to buy something.

Ahhhhh now Im home I totally forget to stop by the nearest bookstore to get a copy of J-14 mag with, of course, JBros in it. *headdesk*. Im pretty sure the last time I went there, there's like a copy left. :(. I really hope no one would buy it otherwise I'd be terribly sad.

Christmas's just around the corner. *does a little dance*. Tho Im not exactly celebrate it, it's my fav holiday, to be exact. Every year, I'd send about 20 cards to my friends in the States and this year Im doing the same. I have sent a few this week and last week. I shall be sending some more next week. :). I cant wait to get my Bonus Jonas cd/dvd. It's on its way now, I assume. Tho it's no longer a surprise to me since I've watch the entire concert from that dvd (thanks to Jonas Pandemonium for uploading it). Oh well. I kind of hope JBros would do another dvd documenting on their touring, backstage, process in making the album or just about anything they do in daily lives like MCR's Life on The Murder Scene. It's an awesome dvd btw.

Oh and I just found out that the price for Jonas Brothers self titled cd that's going to be release in Japan in few days is $35.99. Seriously, would anyone pay for the same album with different art cover?. Unless, there's like bonus tracks and whatnot but the only differences between regular cd and that is the art cover which for me, I think I'd just stick to the regular cd. I haven't actually own it yet so Im getting it pretty soon.

-Liz

life can be oh-so-sweet

2007-11-29T07:46:00.000-08:00

Earlier this morning, I was freezing cold. My sweater was no help at all. It's like below zero degrees. Brrrrr. Haha I was exaggerating, I know. xD. I went out AGAIN today (just about 8 days ago the gas tank was full and now it's almost reach empty before my dad decided to fill out again). First off all, I confess, I love to drive. It's my new hobby. So, I sent my dad to a hotel and then Im off to a mall all by myself. I had my breakfast at KFC. The usual: potato wedges, 6 pcs chicken nuggets and regular Pepsi.

Got myself another magazine with JBros at the front page. ^__^. I haven't buy any JBros related magazine since last week. I break the record. Haha!. 4 mega Jonas posters. Yummmm!. Now my Jonas file is full of Jonas megas and pinups. After that, I browse through shelves of books. I just thought of Mandy in which she mention about novels by Nicholas Sparks were good and so I decided to find any books by him. I managed to find a few books and I just read through and she was right about it. Im getting one of his novel this weekend. :).

Before went back home, I brought my dad along to Ambank. Im getting myself a credit card. Well, it's not really a credit card, it's a pre-paid card where anyone could have it. Ahhhh my life is half complete.

Online shopping, here I come!. :D

exs & ohs
-L

you dont know what you got till it's gone

2007-11-28T06:48:00.001-08:00

Teeka a.k.a my BFF (i dont know if i'd still consider her as one) or so she call me her BFF as well texted me last night. I was too busy with getting my daily dose of JBros and forgot to text her back. I always want to ask her what she really think of me. As in, why is she consider me as her BFFL ( best friend for life). We rarely hang out like we used to. She has lots of other friends that she rather turns to than her own BFF. She had a fall out between her old BFF and next thing I knew they were friends again. Few months later, once again, clash between those two and miraculously back to friends after that. I dont know if I should earn her trust. Afterall, she's getting herself in a deep dark hole. She drink and her dad a drinker. Honestly, it's a shocker. I dont want to see myself ended up like that. This really saddens me. :(

Scratch that. So anyway, today is pretty much fun. I get to play with iPhone. ^_____________^. I went back to that store that me and my dad previously went to and I thought I'd gonna ask that dude if I could try to use it. It looks yummy, I swear. It has Youtube, access to the Net and lots more. The downside, well, it cant record video and it's freakin' fragile since the surface is made of glass. I dont know but my dad said he's gonna withdraw some money from the bank later and buy an iPhone for me. *hyperventilates*. Im a happy camper.

OMJ!. Mary just received the money I sent to her and she already got me JBros "Bonus Jonas special edition cd/dvd". *squeeeee*. She'll probably send it by tomorrow. *iz excited*. ^__^. I cant wait to have it in my hand and watch it again and again and again and again. ahhh shoot me already. >_<

Im getting Xmas cards for Frances, Kourtni and Rachael earlier. I shall get writing tomorrow morning. :).

Again, OMJ!, JBros merch site FINALLY ship their stuff to Malaysia. Oh joyness!. With some money I have, Im planning to buy some stuff. And I love how most of their stuff are cheap unlike some other bands merch site. I mean, a shirt for $10?. Srsly, that sounds a lot cheap to me. But naaaah, Im not planning to buy a shirt.

Suhweet!. I managed to master Soulja Boy dance. And the song itself. Psst, Im a closet rap fan. ;).

exs and ohs,
Lizzie

Gimme, Gimme, Gimme!

2007-11-24T23:24:00.000-08:00

Ahhhh weekend suppose to be the time where everyone go out and have fun. But not for me. I hope this doesn't sound like Im whining but you see, I live in a small town where everything just sucks. Im going to the same mall like everyday (maybe not everyday but most days). There's not much places to hang out. Im sick of local kids here where probably about 90% of them calling themselves emo and dress like one. Oh and goth. Whatevs.

Before lunch, me and my dad went out to get something. My dad was complaining how his cellphone ran out of battery life all the time. Whatdya expect when the phone has been through worse situation like it once fall on a hard surface and also phone once got soaked with water. I took my dad to telecommunications store. And OMG! this is best part. I saw lots of new PDAs and cellphones and was hoping to find iPhone and HOLYSMOKE! I found one. I did a little jump in excitement and there's a huge grin on my face. Then, like I told the store owner that I wanna hold it in my hand. I was totally checking out that phone. Aaaaaargh! it's just look amazing. And it cost about RM 2600 ++. Much cheaper than the price that I saw on the net last week.

That's how iPhone look like if you never saw it before. haha.

Back in the car, I was totally begging my dad like crazy and try to convince him that it is more than just a phone. I decided to trade my Nokia 3250 twist phone for iPhone. My dad was like,"well then, go ahead and buy it if you want it so bad". I mean, yeah, like uh, Im gonna need your money, dad. -_-. I would've not ask for your money if I have a job. Even if I have a job, a month salary wont cover the price. *sigh*.

p/s; i bought a Ralph Lauren polo shirt that exactly Joseph wear (on stage or in a photoshoot) yesterday. I am a happy camper. xD. Thank God for small size. :).

it's like im walking on broken glass. better believe i bled

2007-11-20T00:48:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's AMA was insaaaane or should i say, beyond amazing. it just couldn't get any better especially when my boys (psh yeah right. xD), Jonas Brothers perform. Hands down, best performance from this year's AMA. My heart started to beat faster till I actually feel it'd come out of my chest any seconds after Maroon 5 performance ended.

Fangirl in me started to take over as soon Jordin Sparks announce Jonas Brothers name. Then 80 girls came running right to the front stage to catch their performance. It was crazy. And it was unbelievable. Those girls went nuts even before they come out. The intro, where the glass wall shattered to pieces was one of the best part. Things got ugly when Joe tripped over and fell right on the knee with his hand slide on the pieces of glasses on the floor. I literally went OMG! out loud. I could only assume something bad happen but a true star he is, Joe moved on with the performance. I honestly thought nothing bad happened because he was doing fine and all he showed no sign of in pain but when Frances, a friend of mine told me that he was bleeding, I was shocked. And this proved it that he was bleeding;

I felt nothing but truly bad for what had happen to him and honestly thought he was seriously injurted. From the picture, I can tell the cut was big. Lots of blood came out. Another thing I scare the most about his cut is the glass stuck in the palm of his bleeding hand. To make things worse, his knee was bleeding as well and his white pants smeared with blood right on the knee part.

In conclusion, Joe is such a klutz...... like me. *sigh*. This wasn't the first time he tripped on stage but a lot of times before.

Anyway, I watched that performance AGAIN today. :D. Awesome.

This post wouldn't be just as awesome without a random picture;

* taken with my Nokia 3250. baad quality, i know.

You wouldn't wanna know the exact amount of that money. Hahahaha. Btw, thanks dad for giving that amount of money. xD. And with that money in my hand, I went shopping for clothes. At the end of the day, I purchase maroon pants ( supposedly red but since i cant find em, it's the closest i can get), white pants (i dont have one sooo yeah.. shocker, i know) and apple green and grey stripes polo. I saw a denim vest and oh God! it was cheap. I just love grand sale. hahahaha.

Im so bored and I just need to get away. I want to go to Singapore to visit some of my friends but it's still under a plan. :/.

MCR coming to KL next week. whoa!. it's weird that Im not as stoked as I should be the fact that they're coming here.

apple

2007-11-16T07:44:00.000-08:00

03. Apples - no, not the computer, the natural snack from trees. i think there's a good chance i may actually end up being that weird old guy who gives out apples on halloween. i've been eating one every day; they're mother nature's candy. and good for you. go eat one. now. go.

I spent a good 2 hours reading entire Greg Garbo's blog entries. It was a fun read and some of his entries were HILARIOUS!. For instance, the extract above taken from one of his blog entries.

I actually ate an apple right after I read that. As if I actually listen to what he said. xD.

And random pictures of apples for everyone's viewing pleasure;

BEFORE

...... half an hour later

AFTER

Man, the after image grosses me out. >_<. In conclusion, Greg is my hero!. hahahahaha.

Anyway, another random picture; my Jonas wall. :)

I obviously need to stop buying magazines with Jonas Brothers mega posters in it. I have tons more of mega posters of the boys but I decided to keep it in my Jonas file instead. I've no more space left since I dont want to put the posters on my actual bedroom wall coz I was planning to re-paint it.

The Click Five meet & greet

2007-11-11T07:43:00.001-08:00

It's been 5 days since the very day my life was made. On November 6th, I get to meet a band that has changed my life entirely. The band that has always been the reason for me to smile that is The Click Five.

That morning, I woke up as early as 5 am to get ready for appointment with a doctor at Putrajaya Hospital. I underwent PET scan and spent 5 hours there before went back to the hotel to get ready for The Click Five meet and greet at KLCC Tower Records at 6:45 pm. I did a final preparation such as making sure the battery for the camera fully charged. Around 5pm, me and my cousin took a cab to get to KLCC. I was freakin' nervous. I was too damn excited since I've been waiting for this moment to come since a year and a half ago. As soon I've reached KLCC, suddenly I got lost. Claire, a friend of mine, who've been waiting at Tower Records since 2 pm gave me a direction to Tower Records and bam! there were a loooooooooong queue outside Tower Records. Claire was nice enough to save me some space for me to stand. I was standing close to the signing table. The security guard was being meanie and ask us to move all the way back. Hell we were far enough from the signing table, man!. *sigh*. There's this dude brought along his guitar that really got me pissed off. Seriously, would they even allow to get a guitar signed?. Heck no. I honestly feel bad for this little girl standing next to me. She was too short to see everything around her except people that surrounded her. She's strong enough to stand there for an hour and a half. Whenever she's tired, she'd hold on to my bag to keep herself balance. Poor girl!. :(. For the entire hour, Steve, the FlyFm DJ asked us to sing Jenny. Hell I thought I'd lost my voice from singing too loud. He was really annoying and kept saying that The Click Five was already arrived when the fact that they weren't arrived yet. -_-. Haha the funny part was when he asked who's our favourite member of The Click Five, I was the ONLY one who shouted JOE GUESE while the rest shouted KYLE PATRICK. A few of my friends shouted JOEY ZEHR. xD.

Aaaaaaargh! it's the moment of truth. The guys finally arrived this time. I could hear the people lining outside scream out loud and I couldn't help but scream as well. I kept pushing myself to the front just to get a better view of the guys and HOMG! I could see Ben Romans and Joe Guese (*dead*) before I even noticed Kyle Patrick. Kyle was the closest to me. While Ben on his left and followed by Joe, Ethan and Joey consecutively. I cant take my eyes off Joe. He looked so good in the flesh. And so did Ben. I cant even looked at Ethan and Joey because they were on the far left. :(. There's someone blocked my view that prevent me from taking picture of Kyle. Overall, I only have good shots of Ben and Joe.

It's now or never. The guard asked me to step to the front to get their autograph. For a moment, I totally forget to say hi to Kyle. And I finally snapped out of it and say hi to him and shake his hands before moved on to Ben. Oh my God! I swear I could just want to hold Kyle's hand for a very long time. Never thought a guy's hand could be so soft. Colleen was right about that. :D. Ben was such a sweetheart. He flashed a heeeeeuge smile at me. I feel like wanna hug him but boooo! the guard would definitely kicked me out from there. And next up is Joe. OMG! my heart beats faster than ever. My heart melt right there when he smile at me. He's not just smile once but TWICE at me. *swoons*. I dont think I can love him even more. Then, it's Ethan. God! he looked seriously skinny. The boy really needs to eat more than usual. He got me worried more than anything. And last but not least, Joey. Joey's actually really fun to talk with. I got overjoyed when I saw him. As soon Joey finished signed my cd booklet, I swear I still feel like I was in a dream. It was so surreal. I could just pinch my side right there. I still cant believe I actually just met the boys that I admire so much. I ran back into the store to catch another glimpse of them. Things getting a little out of the way when the photographers started to pack the signing table to take their pictures. The boys finally stand up and pose for us one last time before left the store. The fans ran all the way back to the exit door since TC5 gonna left the place using the back door. As soon they were out of the door, things got crazy with some fans chased them all the way to the other side before the security guard refrain those crazy fans.

A bunch of us boardies stood outside the store, planning to stalk TC5 at the hotel in which I believe they're staying at Concorde Hotel. Unfortunately, I couldn't be with the boardies to stalk TC5 at the hotel since I have to go back to the hotel myself. Plus, I dont think my cousin would allow me follow them. :(. I finally got the chance to talk to them. We get to know each other before we left. Elan, the old boardie was in complete shocked when she found out that Im from Sarawak. She couldn't believe the fact that I'd fly all the way to KL to see TC5. All sudden, a tear nearly fell for no reason. I told them that I couldn't be at Hard Rock Cafe to see TC5 perform and they were all "awwwww" out loud. One by one gave me a bear hug. That moment was such a touching moment. Lastly, we give ourselves a group hug. I had a great feeling and was extremely sad at the same time when I had to say goodbye to them. :'(. That day was the day that I'll never forget for the rest of my life.

EDIT (November 16th) ;

Here are 2 pictures taken from the Click 5 meet & greet :

first post. WOOOOOT!

2007-10-30T09:34:00.001-07:00

so um. this is my first post, obviously. :D. i used to have Blogspot account before but that was aaaaages ago and I've forget the password and whatnot so i decided to make a new one. :). okie dokie, that's all for now. :)